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I’ve been feeling so empty lately. Cleaning my mom’s front yard brought up a lot of emotions. Since she passed, I’ve been feeling lost alone, sad, hurt, confused… all of it. I know I still have my sister, my dad, and family, but nothing fills the space she left behind. Every day, I wonder where you are, why you haven’t come to get me. Losing you was my biggest fear now that it’s real, it feels like all my other fears have faded. I’m not afraid of death anymore, because I know it means I’ll get to see you again, tell you everything, just be with you. I miss you so much, Mom. I don’t know if I’ll ever stop crying myself to sleep, or if nights will ever feel normal again. Nothing looks the same anymore. Despite the pain, I want to take a moment to thank everyone who’s shown love, the kind words, the support, the helping hands. From the bottom of our hearts, me and my family appreciate you all so much. I haven’t been on here to share until now. Thank you for being here. GoFundMe in the bio ❤️‍🩹 #Grief #MissingYou #LoveYouMom #HealingJourney #ThankYou

We started recording our journey together, and while she was okay with it, something in my heart didn’t feel right. I couldn’t continue sharing that pain publicly it just didn’t sit well with me. So I stopped the recording. All I can do now is share what I have, in the way that feels right. She wanted this. She truly loved you all. She felt the love and endless support, even after we stepped away. To those who met her during this difficult time thank you. Thank you for understanding, for respecting our space, and for not sharing online. That meant everything. It breaks me to write this. The sweet, warm hearted woman we all knew and loved fought to the very end. This is a wound I know will never fully heal a kind of hurt I’ve never felt before. But I promise you, I will keep going. I will live a life that keeps her memory alive, because she deserves that and so much more. Thank you for loving her. Thank you for loving all of us. She was the most loving, caring, open-hearted person I’ve ever known. She welcomed everyone with warmth and grace never turning anyone away. If you needed love, comfort, support, or just someone to be there, she was that person. Even in her final days, her spirit remained strong. Please keep me and my family in your prayers during this time my five sisters and our dad will need all the love and support we can get. Heaven gained a warrior. I love you, save a spot for me te adoro mi madrecita linda🤍 #LongLiveYaya #FuckCancer

Hello everyone, Hii TikTok family 💕 I know you guys know us so well, and I’m sure many of you felt something wasn’t right. It breaks my heart to share this with you, but I feel it's time. My mom was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. I’ve been holding this in for a while, and I know that might seem selfish but I just wanted to protect her. My hope was that we’d get through the hardest parts quietly and then share the good news with you all, together. You’ve been with us from the very beginning from Jasmine and Yaya’s very first videos and I know how much love you’ve shown us. My mom actually wanted to tell you all herself, but out of love, and with our family’s wishes, I chose to keep it private for a while. I wanted to shield her from the cruelty of the world… but even in a world that can be so harsh, she’s always loved deeply, lived kindly, and shared joy freely. 💔 This isn’t the end of her story. My mom is a fighter, and she will always be a fighter. ❤️‍🩹 Thank you for being here for us.

Happy Monday! #itsreallyjasmiine #angelstadium #baseballszn #datenightideas #homerun #sisterhood

Longgg over due Part 2 😂 #itsreallyjasmiine

Definitely a success <3 #drafts #itsreallyjasmiine

a little later GRWM 😮‍💨 #fyp #itsreallyjasmiine

Through every storm, their smiles are my top priority. Today, we added to our collection of memories and reminded ourselves that ‘Ohana means family and family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten 💌 #itsreallyjasmiine